Driven 4-5/5 TW Janto Adult COMPLETE

Title: Driven

Author: Wereleopard

Rating: PG at the moment

Pairing: Jack/Ianto,

Spoilers: Ummm all of Torchwood because you need to know the character and Dr who

Torchwood/Dr Who crossover

Summary: Jack is driven by the loss of someone close to him. (This is taken from a line in the Torchwood book) The Twilight Streets

Warnings: Character deaths

Disclaimer: I do not own anything from Torchwood. I wish.

N/B Just so you know in this story Owen managed to get out of the plant and Tosh survive

Chapter Four

Jack stared at The Doctor, his eyes red from crying. Wide and angry at life itself but especially with the man in front of him. “It’s because you don’t know him. You took Rose to her past but I’m not her am I do I don’t count.”

The Doctor stared at him open mouthed he was too shocked at the outburst to do anything, before he had time to move Jack’s fist connected with his face and he crumpled to the ground.

“Jack!” Gwen cried out.

“Get out.” Jack ordered his fists clenched tightly.

“Jack listen to me.” The Doctor said calmly.

“Why?” Jack interrupted him. “When Rose changed me you dumped me, left me alone not explaining what happened, not knowing what I was. Then, when you came here you saw me but you left as quickly as you could. Why should I listen to anything you have to say?”

“Jack.” The Doctor moved slowly towards him.

“Get the hell out of here you broke my heart once, both you and Rose. I survived and got something better. Ianto. Now that has been ripped away from me. I can’t die I have to live with this pain and it is unbearable.”

Owen watched the two men; he never thought he would hear Jack tell these things to the man that he had left them for. It showed him how much Ianto meant to him. Ianto meant a lot to all of them.

“I’d think you better leave.” Owen said taking charge knowing that this could get out of hand very quickly indicating for the time lord to leave.

The Doctor sighed as he stood at the door of Jack’s office. “I’m sorry I let you down and I did Jack, badly. Just so you know Ianto knew that he was going to die. He didn’t have to be here but he accepted it and he did it for you. He loved you and knew that this had to happen for you to become who you were meant to be.”

“Why?”

“Jack you save so many lives in the future. It is your destiny.” The Doctor said with a sad smile knowing how Jack felt.

“I’m going to be alone.”

“Jack, even if Ianto lived he would have died eventually. Nothing can prepare you for losing someone you love no matter much time has passed.” The Doctor stopped before leaving. “You have my number; if you ever need me give me a call. Just so you know I can’t take you to Ianto, because of what you are going to be this has to happen.”

Gwen wanted to comfort Jack. She’d always had feelings for him, who wouldn’t but the look of him now. He was deeply, madly and truly in love with Ianto Jones, it was the forever kind. That didn’t mean a lot to most people but for Jack, well his forever kind, was forever.

Owen, Tosh and Gwen surrounded Jack trying to give him their strength.

“How am I going to manage?” He asked.

“You’ll do the same as me.” Tosh said. “Ianto is my best friend. We live one day at a time. In memory of him. He accepted that he was going to die to make us all better people. It was never for just you Jack it was for all of us.”

“Tosh is right; Ianto would never have left if he thought you would be alone.” Owen said as he placed a hand on Jack’s shoulder.

“He’s not alone; we are in this together, a family.” Gwen said with a sad smile.

Jack gave them a watery smile. He still felt dead inside but these three people would not let him rot away in despair.

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Millions of year had passed; he fought to be the man that Ianto had always wanted to be. He lay breathing fresh air, it had been so long he had helped the people of New Earth and now he could join his loved ones and most importantly Ianto.

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“Jack, Jack.” A voice screamed.

Chapter Five

“Jack, Jack.” Gwen yelled at the sleeping man. She sighed he looked as good asleep as he did awake; she didn’t want to wake him.

“What?” Jack mumbled as he slowly awoke.

“You fell asleep; it was time to get up.” Gwen wished that she could wake to him everyday.

Suddenly memories flooded Jack’s mind.

“Ianto.” He whispered as he jumped to his feet.

“What?” Gwen asked a little confused at how Jack was acting, a small amount of jealousy attacking her insides.

“Where is Ianto?” Jack asked. “Ianto Jones, the hot Welshman that works here.”

Gwen glared at him. “He’s with Tosh and Owen.”

Before she could say anything else Jack was running out and down to Tosh’s station, Gwen right on his heels.

Ianto turned and smiled at his lover, it soon faded as soon as he saw the look on the other man’s face.

“Jack what’s wrong?” Ianto was the crushed into a bruising hug.

“Oh god Ianto.” Jack whispered pulling back to look at his lover and then pulled him into a passionate kiss.

Ianto melted in Jack’s arms, just like he always did but worry still niggled at the back of his mind.

Tosh and Owen looked at each other in shock and then turned to Gwen who was trying to look anywhere but at the two men in the passionate embrace. They were all amazed because unless the two of them were caught in the act they never did anything in front of them.

Jack pulled away and stroked Ianto’s face reverently. “Ianto.”

“What is it you are worrying me?” Ianto asked.

“I’d lost you and never got the chance to tell you.”

Whatever Jack had dreamed about it had obviously had a profound effect.

“Cariad, tell me?” Ianto whispered not realising what he had called Jack.

Tosh smiled at the two of them, they were so cute together.

“You died.” Jack choked. “You died to make me a better man. You told me that you loved me and I didn’t say it back.”

“Jack it was only a dream. I’m here alive.” Ianto started to talk he didn’t want to hear right now how Jack could never love him and the excuses why, one of the reasons was behind him. Gwen.

“I love you Ianto.” The young Welshman opened and closed his mouth, sure that he had misheard. “I was so lost without you. Millions of years later when I died I was happy that I could be with you again, my love and with my family.” Jack indicated to the other members of Torchwood.

“I love you Jack.” Ianto said tears in his eyes.

“Jack what happened?” Owen asked this wasn’t like their leader something big had happened.

“Can it wait until later; we’ll go to the pub and talk I just need to be alone with Ianto.” Before anyone could say anything he had grabbed hold of Ianto’s hand and pulled him away.

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Ianto lay naked with Jack draped across him, his head resting above Ianto’s’ heart.

They had kissed and caressed, made love as if they hadn’t done it in such a long time savouring every moment. In Jack’s mind it had been a million years.

“Don’t leave Ianto, not yet.” Jack whispered.

“I’ll be with you as long as I can, Cariad and remember I will always love you.”

“I love you too Ianto for as long as I live.” Jack knew that it was trued the dream or vision had been proof of that.

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“So let me get this straight, you had to be driven by the death of Ianto so you could be a large.” Owen grinned, “or larger head in a jar.”

Tosh hit him. “You become a legend and it all happens because of your love for Ianto.”

Gwen couldn’t help feeling left out; Jack was supposed to have feelings for her. Even though he was shagging the other man every time she walked into her room his attention went to her. She knew it was petty but she didn’t want to lose it.

“But John Hart thinking that Ianto was the threat, we he came here he saw me as the real threat.”

“Gwen it wasn’t real.” Jack paused. “Well I don’t think it was. My subconscious was telling me to be honest about my feelings for Ianto. If I kept them hidden and carried on treating our relationship like a dirty little secret I would lose him.”

“Jack you won’t.” Ianto stopped talking when Jack placed a finger against his lips.

“So that date I promised you, how about the French place in town.” Jack said with a grin.

Ianto nodded and smiled they had time to talk as long as working at Torchwood would give them and he planned to make the most of it because he only had one lifetime and as long as he was with Jack that was all he needed.

The End